chapbook vol.i

✨ poems by zazo!
🍃 Count Horn & Gray Archer
There once lived a young man from distant White Ridge...
There once lived a young man From distant White Ridge, Was known as Archer Gray. He beat dawn to rising And toiled far into night, Yet wanted for naught all his days. Far afore morning in the boughs of the trees, Archer Gray perches and watches the breeze As it shifts through the forest, its bend and its sway No beast stays safe when Gray Archer plays. From birds trilling high to wolves growling low All hush in chorus at the snap of his bow, The shriek of the arrow that cuts through the air, What manner of creature did Archer find there? The prey is chosen For the sheen of its eyes For the sun on its hair The strength of its stride, The final note rises-- A scream from its throat. And after, all, is still.
Recall to me count, the promises three: those you have left undone by me.
Bold was our hero and peerless of eye, Left no soul hungry, nor cold through the night. Yet wind is swift when it knells for a storm, For word made its way to the ear of Count Horn. Count Horn ruled in war-time, his soldiers too few, So his eyes lit with fire when he heard of the youth. He rode at midday through dark of the night to the dwelling of Archer Gray. Count Horn bowed to his mother, shook Archer's rough hand, Pledged wealth, fame, and glory for defending his land. Enchanted by words, by cunning and snare, Both mother and son found the terms fair. With an X for his name, the ink not yet dry, Archer and Count set out at last light. They rode through the sunset They rode through the wilds To the castle up high With the white ridge behind. When came his service, three battles he fought, Three wounds to witness the glory both sought. First one for honor, second for fame, The last for a ground that no man dared claim.
Recall to me, Count, the promises three-- Those you have left undone by me. A plot in thine orchard, Mine name put to stone And a ride in your coach so fine.
Recall to me, Count, what happened that day Who met in the glen and who walked away. Recall to me, Count, my mother's worn eyes Darkened from watching so long through the night. She kept the lamp burning, she watched by the door She sat and she waited for word from your war. No missives did come. No decree was made So she took silence with her down to her grave. Far afore morning in mist and in dew Archer Gray's risen, his skull cleaved in two. The glen grabs his feet, heavy as clay But no beast stays safe when Gray Archer plays. Let the swiftest of steeds flee your castle on high From the white ridge ahead and the dark glen behind. Pray it not stumble, pray it will weave Pray you not pay for the price of your deed. Ride to the sunset, ride through the wild May the hooves match your heartbeat For what comes behind-- You fly from Gray Archer, you fly from your best, and his arrows are yearning for home in your breast. The prey is chosen For the crown on his head, For the gold on his fingers And the blood he has shed. The final note rises-- A scream from its throat.
🍃 Tender Orchid
I want to grasp your hidden petals...
Tender orchid, I want To grasp your hidden petals And leave my mark In delicate flesh. As a leaf, bugbitten When people pass you by I want them to know I, too, have been there With you. Fragrant orchid, Your scent Makes my heart at ease; It finds me home A place together. As a tree, stripped Of outer bark, wounded, raw I want to know your pain And I want to see You healed. Vibrant orchid, I will Weather with you, Each season, in turn As long as you would have me there.
🍃 And if you picture me crying
Please know that you are wrong...
And if you picture me crying Please know that you are wrong How weak I was within your heart Apart now I grow strong And if now if your memories You're haunted by my face Remember each and every choice That brought us to this place Was it me, All along Am I the bad guy in this song? I ask myself those words, every day But when I sit and contemplate The hate you lovingly create I see the seams With which you bound my heart And so, instead of I They fall apart.
🍃 Sunlight on the dirt-packed ground
spots like a dappled coat of fur...
sunlight on the dirt-packed ground spots like a dappled coat of fur bright and warm embraced, in love, by light where the forest left it bared this is the path, as trod by multitude before me hemmed in by flowers' perfume theirs, the will of the wind, the same in aim They are all so terribly fragile. one and all. and on this path it seems I find the kiss of the sun leaves me after, colder each time.
🍃 Someone beautiful lives
just beside me...
Someone beautiful lives just beside me. I see her every day in her moments of motion, and her times in disarray: hair tousled and with sleepy eyes. It is a gift to know her in those moments shields from the world laid aside. It is a gift to live ignoble moments alongside noble souls.
🍃 Mountains hide
Beneath your eyelids...
Mountains hide Beneath your eyelids Made of shifting sands Eons slip, tectonic shifts In every blink's swift span. I try to name their shade But each day I change my mind: On a blue morning, I say, pale In a dim room, black. Once, I leaned so close and to my shock I saw a snake's skin there Transparent, unshed I hear the hiss on your breath.
🍃 spinach poem
At midnight a groggy dawn comes...
At midnight A groggy dawn comes. I ooze my last moments Body becoming Dissolute. The giant hasn't noticed. He won't have me for supper after all. Through the crystal ceiling I watch the sacrifice Held aloft in his fingers, Disappearing with the motion of his chin. (spinach poem)
🍃 Hide, your quilt
and take within...
Hide, your quilt, and take within - my spark of home, of me, apiece. And let me fade away in peace.
🍃 Growth I & II
Hallowed, I drank depths of thee...

Growth I

Hallowed, I Drank depths of thee. Drew breaths of thee. I fed from thee.

Growth II

Thou fed of me The Hollowed fool, and from my heart Thou drank. through me you breathed, from you I bled.
🍃 The King and his lover
spoke in confidence...
The King and his lover spoke in confidence. "Life is too brief, as you know it, and I have more love for you in me than you might ever live to see." And the King, covetous of eternity more than of love, eternal- made at his godly lover a request. And so, he sold the souls of a hundred generations to fuel his own persistence.